You are a prominent leader of a religion called ""Dharma"". Similar to many other religions, most of Dharma's followers are conservatives or moderates, with some people being progressives, and a tiny portion being extremists.
Upon years of studying scripture, you have come to the conclusion that Dharma is a radical religion. As such, you have lost your faith. You see yourself as having two options. Option A is leaving Dharma. You can speak your truth from a safe refuge and encourage people to leave the religion. Option B is staying. You would continue to serve as a leader and pretend that Dharma is a very progressive religion and attempt to convince your followers as such.